Banned books.

 I have also read all of these books, some more than once. Most recently, I purchased 1984. And if you believe in numerology or not- 1984 = AIHD! This understanding or discovery was made on the 16th of December after having my experience with a divinity on the 15th. It genuinely filled me with the "fear of God" and erased all doubt about continuing life of some sort after the physical death on this plane of existence. The Monarch butterfly is all of the evidence you need to support life after death- dying and and being reborn six times on it's journey. We are living and earning our just deserves in this life. We are always being tested- the dream world is a real place where we are taken to other worlds and often tested for our true nature. We have the power of choice even in our sleep. There is something far greater at hand, and while man destroys the Earth the joke is on Man- always striving to live more out of selfishness and fear of death. There are other worlds that cannot be reached any other way but through death. The gift awaits those who've earned it. And also misery beyond understanding for those who find out about what they will be denyed- dying forever, to never have the gift of everlasting life in the ethereal plane.