Friday, August 26, 2022

My Secret Garden- Mad Zack Radio

Dear Amy


 Dear Amy, my heart goes out to you. You are a very loving person, Amy. I so understand your pain. I so understand your hopeless romanticism. You and I are very much alike. I, too, am a Pisces. March 11, 1970. This love and wanting you feel for this man is very much the same of my first heartaches as a child in dire need of the maternal affection that is needed to feel content. And just as you hope and wait for a day that will possibly never come, I too wait for that from a string of people- my mother, children that were robbed from me when I was most vulnerable, and even the woman I share lfie with that is lost in the world's carnival, distracted and entranced with the devices planted in our lives to be normalized and accepted as part of our existence... an existence where you do not matter unless you buy the t-shirts and take the company pills. My soul knew that you were special when I held you in my hand. I could feel your soul in your simple business card. See, I am an empath and very much a psychic. I have no teachers but I have grown to a level that has put me on a spiritual plane that provides me with my words and actions- very much fluid and always fluctuating between the masculine and feminine. I am always around, and love to be of service to those in need. My show is very much my Ministry. Have a wonderful day knowing that there is much more to life than what we are living in the now. There is something very great waiting for you in the totality of the forever existence or life- of energy. Look to the Monarch and see the magic right before your eyes, taking six lifetimes to travel a journey. This magic is unseen by the hypnotized. And, the land of dreams is a real place- untouched by the hands of men, where you are constantly tested and graded per your choices within those dreams. Do not dwell on losses and heartaches too long, for the music isn't over. Life does go on. Not everyone gets the prizes when they settle for the offerings of the fools. Life is an oyster, and you are becoming a big beautiful black pearl. Remember that when you are hurting. Do not become so full of sadness that a little wine won't do.

Love always, Zachery


Thursday, August 25, 2022

My Impression Of Andy Rooney


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Sunday, August 21, 2022

Toledo Museum of Art- cover letter

 Dear Toledo Museum of Art,


My name is Zachery S Polk, and my extensive background qualifies me for the position of Preparator. 

Being a perfectionist whom is detail oriented, I have worked on the restoration of Kellogg's childhood home, which is located in Battle creek. It is a tour facility for investors. 

The experience list is long- always given the hardest jobs in order to humiliate me for either my size, skills or, often, both. 

My current affairs include broadcasting live, where I showcase music that I have published, and artists that can help to fertilize the garden of life. My show always offers mental health support, relationship advice, addiction recovery support, music, writing and comedy. It is something that I have been developing- showcasing my true story book always, in hopes of sales. Supporting indie artists is always a focus, as I went to college for music technology, band management, copyrights and patents, as well as massage.

I am very serious about this position, and I am very confident that when you put me in a group of potential applicants on site- my light will shine the brightest. I am a rarity and would love an interview. My references are exceptional.

Feel free to look through my trails of life to see where i was, and where I have become to emerge with sobriety as an irritant in life's oyster- becoming a big beautiful black pearl!  

Mad Zack Radio is a very effective program that has touched the lives of multiple people. Some say that I have healed them. Parent and child have been repeatedly reunited, many have given up drinking and drug use. And, some suicides have been prevented. 

Peace, Love, Care!

Come see me. You Will find something special.

Zachery S Polk 1417 Lebanon Street, Toledo Ohio, 43605

someone_unlimited@yahoo.com

(419)902-4609















Friday, August 19, 2022

The Legend of My Skull Tattoos

 


There is a magic lamp, that I drew, tattooed behind my right ear. There is energy, the magic of the genie, coming from the lamp that flows to a ship's wheel near my temple that is helping to guide me. There is a number nine held by the top portion of the energy symbolizing having defied death nine times, located above the rear of my ear. And, lastly, there are two eight notes below the healing energy filled with songs, at the front of the top of my ear for my love of music.

On the left side of my head, near the temple, forward- above the ear, there is a message in a bottle floating on the tumultuous waves of desperation. It is in danger of going over a waterfall that flows over the back of my ear to an hourglass draining the sands of time, where I fear the messages may be lost forever. 

8 tattoos, 8 fans at that time.

The genie, the lamp that I have found on my quests and sufferings, has given me three wishes- one for myself, and the other two I save for the crew to decide BUT they must be selfless. 

I got this work done because of The Mad Zack Radio Show as well as my many, many struggles to survive and achieve my family goals, and the fans that were a huge inspiration to continue doing it. It was, and is, my dedication to them and their love, as well as to continue becoming a big beautiful black pearl in life's oyster. 

I am Captain Mad Zack, and I am very proud of what I am doing, as well as the impact it has had. A smart person knows what I wished for.

I am also The Jester. I am an ENFP. I am a mystic, able to become a medium for the spirits as they command. Being clairvoyant, psychic, and without my superiors- I do the best I can while enduring the experiences and visions that I am given. An accident, I am a riddle- a sees-saw balance of the masculine and the feminine. Lights occasionally blow, animals communicate, children search for me in crowds. This has always been. 

There is also the legend of the tattoo artist- a drug addict that was in my home, on a live show with the crew. I may elaborate on that later.




Wednesday, August 10, 2022

Love Wins

 


Life is a garden. Pulling weeds and battling pests is agravating work but that's the lows of gardening. You must learn to appreciate the middle ground between seed and fruit. You cannot have Love and Joy without the pain of development. The caterpillar must endure the struggle to receive the gift of the wings.... to be the beautiful Monarch. In the heart and soul, it knows it is on a journey- dying six times to receive the prize. The great maestro has a solo picked out for you to eventualy play but you don't get the part without putting in the work. Fathers/men don't bitch. They roll up their sleeves and endure the storm. Children become to be strong because they aren't taught to give up. You have to be strong and figure out how to adapt and correct or compensate for the weaknesses, and or strengths, of your partner. Remember- she is learning about relationships too. Neither one of you are well versed in previous marriages. It's a trail in life, there are rocks and roots you'll stumble over. Love is unconditional. Bite your tongue and be diplomatic. You can forever damage the relationship with just one word. Fertilze the soil in your garden so your plants will thrive. Remember the lovemaking and the good times. Even worse struggles are coming to mankind than to have to pick up partially drank cans of pop, and a fan runnin in the bedroom nonstop that makes me have to put on a sweater. The "system" wants us all arguing amongst ourselves so we may not rise up in voice of opposition. Fall in and become the teacher. Never give up on your marriage.

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Tuesday, August 9, 2022

secret accolades


Running out of ideas. Might try to sleep for a year or two and see how things are then. Yawn. It's been five long years and I wouldn't trade them for anything. You can't put a price on having no regrets and nothing to lose. Somethings are hard to do or say and you don't want to feel ignored. It happens. A lot of times we feel like we aren't having our needs met and we don't communicate it properly. That's not completely abnormal and can be worked on if needed. Some are fine like this. A wise man once said to me, Tim don't show them everything you can do all at once. How can you do that? You should be always learning, in my opinion, it helps keep the mind young and moving. Video games are also a great way to do this along with Writing, drawing, painting, etc. Music is probably my favorite of them all. A friend of mine Zachery Polk helped me tremendously when it came to music. The guy is indeed a Mad Scientist in all of it's high regard. If it weren't people like Mr. Polk and William Scanlan I wouldn't be the person who I am today. It's important to keep tabs on your travels in life too. Some people are more sensitive than others and can get their feelings hurt. I've been one of these people and have no doubt that I will be one of these people again at some point during the rest of this life. No one's perfect. No one can do everything right all the time. I mean I just got fired from the Hungry Buffalo Restaurant for using improper call off methods. I am looking for employment again but only part time. I have too many irons in the fire to tend to to work like I have in the past. It's not worth it to me. My wife Allison Kay Mitchell works her butt off to help keep a roof over our head and I can't thank her enough. She is indeed a pain in the ass but so am I so it evens out after it's washed. This is in no way something for pity. It's just thoughts. I have to do something that makes me think of I won't sleep at all. Can't be loud because it's late AF and people do work in the morning. It's aggravating at times but I understand circumstances can change pretty quickly and nothing good will stay good either. Ebs and flows. Any who, have a nice night everyone.

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