Thursday, February 4, 2021

Addictions End

 My days all start much the same, flopping like a fish in bed from 3 in the morning until I finally blast out of the sweat soaked sheets at 4:30 out of disgust over not being able to sleep more, while sweat beads run from your ear canals down the back of your head. That's called detox, and it sucks. Coming down is always the hard part so, the solution is to stay high....right? And then drinking becomes an everyday thing. Well, ride till you die. And that's what just happened to a friend of mine. He got a bottle of percocets and some money, went down to to dope section of town and went missing for almost 2 weeks. Well, they finally located him. He was found tied up in a mattress- dead. That is what happens when you sneak off alone in your addictions. ALWAYS USE THE BUDDY SYSTEM when you are doing dumb stuff. Don't do dope deals alone. I don't like going to funerals.