Statement of affairs for anyone concerned

My current state of affairs I'm trying to pack up my things and secure my possessions assets and life's work so that I can submit myself to a mental hospital to be hospitalized and regain my medical services and medications that have been on for number years which have been separated from for a year now. I have matters to tend to with Charlevoix Court I may be incarcerated for a while. It's not entirely a bad thing it gives me some relief of my day-to-day worries and I can focus on writing my story to completion. And of course getting away from the elk and of course getting away from the alcohol and tobacco is also a bonus. if I do not return my hopes my hopes are that someone will put together my efforts and facilitate them into the hands of people that can continue on with my mission Scarlett Rae Polk @scarlettxxrae will be the controller of my estate and finances.
Because of the work that I've been doing and what I call work citing some important issues and circumstances and dragging number of entities into the arena I question my safety once I'm inside the system and after witnessing the corruption that I've witnessed I may not return I have an iMac 20 which contains the majority of my content my important physical files are in a collection in an accordion box with my possessions that are going to be relocated from a storage unit in Boyne City and secured in a safe place yet to be determined there are two road bikes in a trail bike it will be located somewhere safe if they're not liquidated which is necessary for me to attend to the court matter there's a 1967 Honda ct90 at Larry maciver in Mesick holding Powell Dam also my trombone and one of my guitars some of my possessions will be located at Julie Wickman house in Grandville some of my possessions may be located with David Buskirk in Ludington Cochran Foley in Farmington Hills Detroit area is my attorney in my auto insurance claim that's supposed to pay me caretaking money every year for my medical needs personal needs they have affairs for me that have yet to be resolved the auto insurance policy is paying me year by year because they know something about my health that nobody is sharing with me rather than giving me the deadly $200,000 I wanted to establish myself in a meager home and afford myself and amenities to continue my efforts last year's claim yielded me $4,011 which I hold on to until someone tricked me into relocating to Grand Rapids and purchasing a trailer so that I could become enslaved and have my intellectual properties of my construction knowledge stolen from me I have been manipulated and abused I've been robbed and cheated and left stranded the only thing that's keeping me alive is my focusing of my efforts and energies on Twitter to have my work discovered my briefcase which holds valuables as well as the title to my 81 custom CB900 I have music located on multiple websites with downloads available for purchase as well as CDs available for purchase and I do not know where the money is going my 8-year investment into a family has been destroyed along with my business efforts come to find out because of involvement with musiclunge Sergio Giles selig worldwide who stole the intellectual properties of knowledge and promotional efforts for his own company by way of manipulating Jennifer taking money from us and destroying my efforts I'm very angry and I'm very very hurt if you have had involvement with musiclunge and were defrauded I'm sorry it had nothing to do with me personally it was a capitalization on my promotional efforts which were remarkable to say the least for one man.
I will be staying at pine rest of grand rapids on 60th street or Forest view. When I am certain, I will leave conatact info accordingly.
Charlevoix County Jail is located I believe on 1000 State Street their phone number is 231-547-4461 if anyone would like to confirm the address to offer me letters of support which I desperately need- for the record the folks at the Charlevoix County Jail are the finest folks in law enforcement that I've ever dealt with they're been very respectful in the past and, after becoming familiar with the truth, as well as some of my efforts, they have treated me like a King. I am looking forward to their warmth and support. Ifanyone out there has the abilities and the capabilities and resources to offer me any kind of consideration or support please look into the matters which I'm involved and help me, my capacity has been demished due to my auto acct TBI. my telephone number is 231 487 eight eight eight nine when I will be accepting calls until I no longer can. I will be going back to my blog posts- after becoming angry at the world and removing my posts and returning them to draft, I will be going back through my files and republishing those so that people can have them for their benefit until the physical book is completed and they can have a copy in their hand I'm making this document with my phone voice to text I do not have time to edit I'm running out of time I have far too much to do I have no help have no resources I have no vehicle my opportunity get my driver's license restored was robbed from me by my paid caregiver not allowing me to have a marijuana card and I'm facing the possibility of to eight years in prison 5  4 foot tall marijuana plants I'm contemplating opening the case back up and challenging it removing my plea then dragon all involved into the court I will not absorb the expenses the wrongdoing of others any longer I'm trying to find out where to draw the line I do not want to file adult abuse charges against this woman I do not want to cause her harm but I'm feeling like I'm left with no choice I have no counsel and I'm desperate since no one's probably reading this I guess I should stop making it thank you for your consideration thank you for reading my stories thank you for listening to my music thank you for looking at my art and photography you've seen very little have a collection of Studio 4 track tapes I don't know if they're in the car at the impound yard 2448 then ID number to claim the car with all my Mechanics Tools in it top 10 hidden in all kinds of nooks and crannies Howard's Towing Kalkaska quite possibly they could have been thrown away because that's what Jenny does when she moves they just take what they want and leave everything else behind throwing my whole entire Studio efforts into the trash again I'm very hurt and I'm very angry Sergio Giles if I get my hands on you you will never ever forget me no one forgets me good or bad no one ever since I was a small child I recognize that I have presents when I'm in a room everyone knows it when I'm out in public children's sense where I'm at and they look for me and they find me in the crowd and lock eyes that's powerful that's special

What I've Learned Today 4-6-17 trailer fiasco

What I Learned Today

April 6, 2017

by Zachery Polk

Document set up is Important.

This one, for instance, is centered.

My Enthusiasm has Prolonged My Ignorance.

My lists are Haphazard, and possibly Offensive.

Privacy Options, Engagements, and file systems & then some.

Lost engagements, parties, and conversations-

What Debt!

Thank God, for a Moment Spent with my Pamphlet.

I had an Engagement...I Decided to Cancel~

Enough of that, although I could go on but most likely lose the attention of anyone who may

personally care- other than just losing the interest of the general Reader altogether.

In my haste to resurrect my previous endeavors, I failed to READ THE MANUALS.

I just jumped right back on and rode it as hard as I could, for as long as I could, and kept going.

It didn't occur to me that I would be wasting any time what so ever, if I just kept at it.

Everything has been set aside- caring for myself being one of them. I just stay at my claim,

and pan away night and day- often causing myself more problems in the process.

Hashtags, for instance, are HUGE... if you know how to use them.

Although, thinking of them often but more as a piece of debris whizzing by in the spinning storm of

thoughts that paralyze a person into a heap of confusion-

the kind that make it so you need a whole week just to make a piece of toast.  

And that doesn't count the spreading.

After the failing of my domestic efforts, my life has spun out of control. Hiding within the walls of a

place where I cannot appear to reside, has made it even harder to escape the prison in my head.

A separation in medical services, medications, and all forms of support, have had huge implications.

My only coping mechanisms, other than copious amount of alcohol, guitar, and writing, are staying

focused on... exposing myself (laugh track), in hopes of finding a gig- doesn't matter.

Keeping people engaged is encouraging, though no one follows the story on Blogger, or

YouTube, but I don't ask people either. Nor do I tag my materials appropriately or proofread, or any

one of the processes at completing an essay properly. I haven't done anything but share a bunch of

crazy scribbling, subtly whining and crying about my pathetic existence.

The margins aren't set right, nothing's spaced properly. I get it.

Just a week ago, it dawned on me to compare notes, so I broke it down

and started using symbols and images- adding my own brand of

SALIENCY- maybe too much.

The smartest thing I have done in the past year, was purchasing a good computer.

It wasn't that the iMac20 isn't good, it's fantastic. The problem is

my RAM is malfunctioning, which is killing me because I have had it for 7

years. It has all of my content on it, not to mention that I am familiar with it.

This comp, however is pretty fancy. I thought I'd be smart at BestBuy-

asking, "which one do them smarty-pants college kids buy with dad's money?"

I had to buy the next one up from that... and to be honest, I haven't got a clue how to use it.

If I actually worked at it rather than journal or focus on trying to sell things that are not properly

represented on the various sites that my content is located, I might have actually become to where I

search to be. I ask that you understand, Prospect Studio was scrapped by the insistence of my love

interest, and has been a mere fantasy smoldering in the memories that storm.

In my haste and exhaustion

I picked up my new comp two fingered

By the screen... Pinching and breaking it, rendering it useless.  Fortunately I purchased the protection plan but it does me no good at the moment and will be several weeks befor I have it back. By that time I will have been placed in situations out of my control and unable to continue my efforts. My fear is that my contacts and developments will have been all but extinguished.

My Ship has been destroyed and is sinking. I am left with only my dinghy and no oars, so push on in distress, I must.

While my foot runs the bilge, and my hand's on the tiller,

I am determined to Escape The Despondent Sea.

Have A Great Day!
zacherypolk