Haven't been applying myself, being distracted with the disruption of moving and unpacking, writing has merely been a passing thought. It saddens me to think of all of the time I wasted, knowing that life is so short.
Speaking of short, I didn't even have a short conversation with any one of my three immediate children over Father's Day weekend. Yes, I could have initiated a chat but that would only be effective in making them feel some sort of guilt I suppose. The point is, a point was made in Not contacting me which is fine. I don't expect an award from any of them any time soon, especially since not one of them has read my book! A book that was written as a last will and testament to them. It was never meant to be a book. If they only knew what I have been through- the ongoing and unending suffering over their loss... The drugs and alcohol all around me, and the fools that go with it. All of the people offering to help, only finding more struggle and suffering while being trapped in their schemes.
I was dead six times that are accounted for by medical documentation. Attempts were made on my life multiple times. And then the house-fire two years ago, when I almost died. My bible was one of the only things that survived.
One of the main reasons I make the videos, and write, is for my children. All of my Hope is within.
So, the room is roughed together for my Facebook lives where I do the Mad Zack Radio Show. It seems I am missing a few very important things. Thumb drives are stashed in a jeweler's box but I cannot find them anywhere. I cannot enter the contest without the thumb drive with my book on it.
Speaking of books, I need to get back to writing the stories for the second book. That will take some review.
I almost took a job the other day but there was a problem- the guy had no experience doing what needed to be done, and only wanted to pay me 13 an hour to "inherit" the task. Typical. There was no way I was going to take over the job and inherit all of the problems for the pay of the guy who stays on the ground! Intellectual property is everything regardless of my injuries. He was 25 is more than a fair price for an actual Builder! Anyway, whatever.
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