Escaping The Despondent Sea
It's my "ship's log" of life- addiction, familial destruction, the society in which existing, and the nasty things they have done to us in secret. I am the pebble. Escaping The Despondent Sea is available on Amazon Kindle Unlimited, and is receiving 5 star reviews on Goodreads.com
Friday, March 31, 2023
"The Garden of Life," an April Fools Day Offering
It has been copied and pasted here from youtube creator studio. I have yet to complete editing so, if you happen to be peeking, it is not yet ready for presentation which is taking place at midnight tonight.
8:01 PM 3/31/2023
Records have been kept through my efforts especially the things recently endured since venturing back out into The World, by way of returning to work- for money that I understood myself to require when society goes mad entirely- Bug Out Money.
I am Not to bug out but stand my ground for my Love of Nature- Our Mother, and My Extraordinary love shared with God- Our Father. I am far from perfect, and never will be But I am far more corrected by the Navigational Assistance always wished and prayed for so, be wise enough to have the consciousness to differentiate between Me speaking, as a sinner, and the words of God being given through me. I do my best to be as concise and articulate, as I make myself more and more able, by studying the mistakes that I have made, in order to refine them for corrections and to stay on the path God intends for me to travel. This is why learning the dictations of reading and writing for personal, and Spiritual Growth are so important. Writing in your journal is the path to that development required for becoming fully conscious and truly caring. I want for Nothing but the Love of my Children, and the Wealth of Happiness and Joy being discovered through our Conservations and within our Togetherness in our labors, Joy, and hardships- to share in the burdens in order to redistribute the pain through the sharing of affections for one another. After the show was recorded, one of my two new frillback squab had laid dead in the nest- somewhat cold but with rigor mortis already setting in. Due to being overwhelmed in my responsibilities- without asking for restoration of it's life, (my selfishness of having a pair to mate), I did not ask for Reparations. I also considered that they were not to mate together as siblings, which would weaken their heritage of blood. I shed tears over the loss, understanding that the parents had not been feeding it enough, And that I am to always learn from my mistakes. And then, the parents flipped the nest over- knocking it to the floor. There was an egg that I placed in there, using the squabs as incubators, in a small hope of it hatching, only after the Archangels had stopped sitting on the clutch. Candling them, one was unfertile.Oceans Never Seen- Right Before Your Eyes/complete message from My Father
It has been copied and pasted here from youtube creator studio. I have yet to complete editing so, if you happen to be peeking, it is not yet ready for presentation. 8:01 PM 3/31/2023
Records have been kept through my efforts especially the things recently endured since venturing back out into The World, by way of returning to work- for money that I understood myself to require when society goes mad entirely- Bug Out Money.
I am Not to bug out but stand my ground for my Love of Nature- Our Mother, and My Extraordinary love shared with God- Our Father. I am far from perfect, and never will be But I am far more corrected by the Navigational Assistance always wished and prayed for so, be wise enough to have the consciousness to differentiate between Me speaking, as a sinner, and the words of God being given through me. I do my best to be as concise and articulate, as I make myself more and more able, by studying the mistakes that I have made, in order to refine them for corrections and to stay on the path God intends for me to travel. This is why learning the dictations of reading and writing for personal, and Spiritual Growth are so important. Writing in your journal is the path to that development required for becoming fully conscious and truly caring. I want for Nothing but the Love of my Children, and the Wealth of Happiness and Joy being discovered through our Conservations and within our Togetherness. After the show was recorded, one of my two new frillback squab had laid dead in the nest- somewhat cold but with rigor mortis already setting in. Due to being overwhelmed in my responsibilities- without asking for restoration of it's life, (my selfishness of having a pair to mate), I did not ask for Reparations. I also considered that they were not to mate together as siblings, which would weaken their heritage of blood. I shed tears over the loss, understanding that the parents had not been feeding it enough, And that I am to always learn from my mistakes. And then, the parents flipped the nest over- knocking it to the floor. There was an egg that I placed in there, using the squabs as incubators, in a small hope of it hatching, only after the Archangels had stopped sitting on the clutch. Candling them, one was unfertile. Anyway, I recognized, in a previous show, that I might have to figure out what best to feed it so, I may be responsible for the death due to my error caused by being swamped with my assignments but I also considered that Our Father had taken something away because of my loose lipped delivery made in the show, being recorded in my private fan club. It is common for this to happen, one of the two dying, which is why I had not assigned names or bands yet. Hopefully, my efforts at being forthcoming in my honesty is considered when judging my errors entirely. The DETAILS to be considered are the fact that I am sharing my mistakes, in order for all people to have a chance to learn from them. This is one of the problems that we have in The World, as a whole- everyone is hiding their mistakes due to Ego and Arrogance rather than their selflessness needed to ensure all may have a chance to learn from their studies, in order for fewer problems and wastefulness in the future. It's called "The Garden of Life," and there are always things that need to become better understood so that we may all become Conscious, Caring, Corrective Conservators of Creation. You must first Plant, in order to receive back, the fruits of that which you have labored to plant and tend in the Garden of Life that sustains us all. "if you don't eat your meat, you can't have any pudding," a song line said. And, you must first Give, in order to Receive. That is why the old saying, "It is better to give than to receive." And, why Christmas (the gift giving season), celebrating the birth of Christ is so special. It is the time of year for courtship- having become to know your potential love interest byway of working in the garden together and getting to know one another byway of sharing in those lobars. The Harvest begins the time of celebration, having the work Done, now to rest for the Winter. The year renews and begins the cycle- replanting the garden again. Essentially, it's the time for enjoying not having so many labors, and spending time with Courtship. The intelligence in God's Design is, you have the winter months to build the quality of bond with a child that ensures a good fruit from good roots. Our Father Has Made His Judgement Upon The World. The Ultimate April Fools Day Joke Is Upon The Worldly People. Believers, that are true to their Faith and Love in our Father, are free of the Judgement that has been made. And, it's funny, because the Book of Judges is the current Bible Study RIGHT Now. After reviewing, I will admit that I am still developing per his dictations so, my tongue isn't perfectly softened yet. My figures of speech are merely illustrative in my efforts to convey the capacity that I have been given to fulfill. As I am more compliant to understand more, just as the janitor knows the expectations of the master. I disclaim the comment I made regarding speaking for the dead. That gift is his alone to give you in your faith. He is The Way. Now, with that, I have to go and finish reading it now. God Bless You All. Happy Easter!Today's Prophets are growing silent because there seems no hope for man.
Everyone is selfish, and without a future plan.
Living in the moment- the glimmering gossip on tv,
the music is mostly bragging, without a word of truth or means.
The Spirit that's inside me, is trying to shine through
but everyone around me has a tunnel of a view.
Tasks that are set before me, hurdles taller than the trees,
maybe that's why they were all chopped down- lazy impossibilities.
Tea has been discarded and the poisons increase in potency,
silent wars set against us all- unaware are all but me.
No one wants to do the work, to help me plant the wheat,
expecting bread made by my hands while tears create a silent sea,
void of all of the life, and void of all my seeds,
only thinking of their wants, and the things they think they need.
Like pictures gathered from the past, those cherished memories-
but those thneeds are all un-needed when Smiling with Our Father- Freed.
The moment is what is to cherish- moments robbed from me-
the only time I steal away, is for my own personal sanity.
Making games out of my slavery, multi=tasking just to see,
if I can make the coffee before even more Waste is Made by Me.
I refuse to purchase services manipulated with artificiality,
in a digital world lacking virtue, conviction or Ethics- Decency.
Everything is criminal, and all are without truth and care.
It's hard for an artist, recovering from alcoholism, to share.
Having messages to aid and teach- to heal Planet and Man,
who would choose ignorance rather than the reality we have?
We must learn to care for our surroundings that provide our sustenance- like the seas.
The World of Greed and Selfishness has proved itself to be,
a carnival full of deviants, drunkards, cons and thieves.
Almost All are hypnotized from truth and reality.
God is very angry because man refuses to see,
The Garden of Life sustaining us,
dwelling with unearned entitlements of their selfishness and greed.
8:38 PM 3/31/2023 realization now is, that THIS is The Song of Zackery-
The Prayer of Gratitude that God intended me to scribe for him.
I have less than five years to convince people to change their hearts- simply to care in order to work together and love one another for that communal balance.
Our Father can restore everything but without a revival of man's reasonable mind and heart- connecting back with the Spirit, the selfish of blood will continue stealing from their poisoned masses for their own intentions of abandoning the masses to suffer in the waste and devestation created without consideration of the consequences.
So, I focus on sharing the messages by getting any attention I can on Facebook and Twitter- where the most people are that need those messages the most.
I am The Pebble. God has been fathering me with his dictations and corrections since before birth,
nurturing and teaching me with the Spirit that he sent to guide me.
This is the EXACT transcript of that very message: