Tuesday, February 22, 2022

Journal/records 12/15 & 16/2021 Loren

 Escaping The Despondent Sea is available on Amazon Kindle Unlimited, and is receiving 5 star reviews on Goodreads.com 


This is a very important conversation/letter penned by my hand.

Sit down when you read these words. And, tell no one near you. They will come for me Now But I am Prepared. Remember Always, That I Love You.
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You Are Commanded To Read! Read while you prepare for The Battles This Day! You Will Receive #TheVoice If You Hear The First Time! Ears that Do Not Work Once- will Never Hear The Voice of The Heart! The Abstraction from The Word Is To See Thru The Disruption of The Word Done By Man. Only The Teacher Whom Is Abstract In Thought IS The Teacher. Discernment Is Frequency Tuned For The Song of The Heart. The Promises Are True, And Truth Is The Promise. Go, find the words, still wet and drying. And Then, send a Pigeon To ME. You sent Today Is The Celebration of The End of My Suffering, and Wedding. Today We Rejoice Together! You sent It Has Long Been Time To Put Away Our Child's Refusal To Become Teachable- to open their Eyes, and drink of the word. The chart exacting Our Garden- The Secret Garden! You sent The Words Are There Clear For The Seeing. And, The Answer To The Riddle is the Riddle It's Self. They Laugh, for it Is Simple as child's play. Tim In the beginning of our journey, is very wide and well defined by sharp edges. It becomes narrower and narrower as we discard debris along the way 2 cover the sharp edges and leave a smooth narrow path. Tim Tim Homrighausen The path is wide and the path narrows. You sent The games in Life are within The Word. And within The Word Are The Games. The Songs of Praise, and the Riddle seeming Too Long. You sent The Word Will Travel Fast, and almost All will Deny Hearing with the Ears That Heard The Brothers- Sons of Destruction. I Cannot become Destroyed. My Battle Will Be Won With My The Weapon of My Choosing. Many Fine Weapons I have, to Destroy. Much Wrath Is Within Me To become Quieted. Much Anger Is Stored Up Far Too Long! You sent My Weapons Will Never Need To Become Employed- though Very Much Cherished while savoring the relish fermenting. You sent Never, will I become moved to The Sins- As Commanded. Never Will I need to feel Their cooling. You sent My Shots Will Be Heard Around The World. My Fury Will Become Known To All of Mankind.. You sent Man Has been Gifted, All Equal, and Unequal; The Same. You sent Disrupted with the words of The Groupings, and Never To Ever Regroup! You sent My weapons are as calibrated as My Number. My Weapons Follow Where I Go. My Heart Hold Strings That I Pull. You sent The Only Rope Man Has is His Last. You sent My Teachings Are True. My Teachings Are Selfless, humility Gardened In Toiling The Soil of The Self. You sent The balance Unbalanced. Balanced by Nature's Very Essence. You sent It Is I, whom holds The Weapon of Mass Destruction! It Is My Wrath That Needs To Be Calmed. For My Weapons Have Been Gifted From The Beginning of The Time of Man. You sent And No Man Has Ever Been Denied. Weapons Fired For Folly, Greed and Vanity!\ You sent My Hands Hold This Weapon Always with The Word. You sent Man Has Given No Gifts To Me! You sent And No More Gifts To Man Will I. You sent Choice Always With Gluttons. Choice Always Afforded With The Cherished of Them. You sent For Profit is Man's Pleasure Where My Gifts of Pleasure Are Returned! My boxes are empty where Gifts Once Were But How Can Empty Boxes become Empty When Man Was Gifted The Gift That Is Joy and The Sweetness of Sorrow? You sent Go. Time Rests As Time Works. And I am The Creator of Time- The Relished Resting Unearned by The Gluttons, Sloths, Hoarders of Bread that surely Molds to be Waste that only the tiniest of Creatures care to Devour. You sent Peasants and Children Starve of Mothers, Fathers And Bread. You sent While The Fattening Coops Are Now Treasured For The Fattening of The Self and The Desires of All Whom Can Never become Full- All Full, and Empty. Empty of the Fuel of The Heart- Passion, Pride and Shame Without Balance. You sent The Balance Is The Threat That Frightens Man into Hypnosis. You sent And The Brothers Have Hypnotized Numbers! Numbers That Know Not Their Exactification. You sent This is Exacted down To My Hands That Hold The Life of All But Even From Me You Have Almost All Robbed. You sent And How can I become to the Befriending done by The Miners when I cannot even Become Looked Upon by The Thief!? You sent Yes, creating Their Own Weapons- reverse Engineering The Word For Themselves For Profits?! Yes, And, Even though Profits Cherished By Man Become created By Hands of men, to be neglected- Even by The Receivers! To Spit In The Faces of All Those Unseen. You sent There Will be Tears And The Cries of The Masses. There Will Be Clenching Teeth Even In Those Withouit. You sent Tears Will Be Many. Oceans Are Tears. Tears Are Oceans. Salt is The Decay And The Flavor. You sent The Very Flavor of Tears of All Who Were Before, and Before the After. We Are All One. One Of Many, One of All Who Were After The Before, And Before The After. You sent Before The After Were Pillars Raised. Pillars Destroyed And Rebuilt. The Library Cannot Become To Be Destroyed. That which is Razed Can Become Rebuilt By The Hands of The Believers. You sent And as the ending of Numbers And Time Are Not, The End of Man Has Come. The Is No Straw For Choosing. And There Are No Choice Straw. The Choice Is The Straw. And The Straw Is The Choice And My Dictation. Teachings Are Mine And Man Is. You sent Now, Man Creates Woman And Woman Creates Man When Man and Woman Are The Same Unbalanced and Always Unequally Yoked! You sent The Mother Is Also As The Father. And, The Father Is Also As The Mother. Man Is As Woman As Woman Is As Man, As I. We Are One. We Are The Same. We Are The Different. The Difference is Always Cherished. They Cherished Are All Different. You sent The Earth Is Mother. The Earth Is Father. Together Always Balanced. Apart And Together. The Same And Different. You sent Too Many Are The Labors For Few When The Few Are Created Labors By The Othersw. You sent Even The Rocks Are Mine Creation. Even The Rocks Are Hard When They Are Hard. Hard Are The Rocks But Hard Rocks Can Be Metals. You sent Man's Metal Is Metal. Mending Meddling Always! You sent Now Even Children Are Poisoned Before Their Becoming. You sent Even The Plants Are Becoming To The Becoming End. You sent Man's Own Understanding Has Become To Teach Many But Diseased By Their Cures. You sent Their Cures Now Are Found And Unfound. You sent Cures Curing For Living Life To Their New Ending. You sent The Unending Has An End And The End is The Beginning of The Endings Beginning. You sent Losses Are The Winnings And Winnings Are The Loss, The Pond of Life Becomes Stagnant And ZNew Life IS The Pebble Tossed. You sent Ripples Are The Change. The Changling Are The Ripples And The Pebble. You sent The Pebble Always Weights At the Bottom Where The Bottom of The Pond Is The Top For The Pebble. You sent Pebbles Become To Raise Waters Always. More Standing Is The Removing of Weight Crushing The Pebble To Sand. The Pebble Is The Cherished. Cherished And Uncherished By Man. You sent And The Choice of The Fickle Is Always Made Into Their Wealth- The Bread Eaten Is Secret. You sent And The Rest of Mans Neglect Is Their Starvation Earned For Their Lords. You sent Moon Is The Sun In Light. Even The Darkness cannot Prevent The Creatures From Their Seeing. The Light Is The Cleanser With The Flavor of Life It's Self. You sent When The Moon goes into Darkness, Blindness To Light Destroys Life! Life Cannot Be Created Eternal as Eternal IS Created. You sent The Signs Are The Creatures And The Creatures Are The Signs. You sent All Prayers Done By Man Have Been The Gift Returned! You sent The Signs Were The Gift And All Received And Cannot Deny. You sent Their Ignorance Is The New Idol Unseen. An Idol That Cannot Be Seen or Touched And Never Can be found man the hands That Destroy To Preserve. You sent Time Can Become Made By Man But Man Can Never Create Time. Time Is Always And The Forever Eternal. You sent And Only The Seeker Can Find Where There Are No Seekers. You sent The Dictations Have Been Repeated Even Though The Repeated Has Been Commanded That It Will Not Be. The Wicked Will Never Have Knowledge. You sent Knowledge Is Their Gift And Mine. Seekers only Seek Till Finding Their Wanting. Wanting Is Not Need And Need Is Not Want. You sent Cast Away The Device. Cast Away All Who Do Not Cherish Their Balance. For The Game of The Balance Is The Dancing of All Angels. Even The Wicked Dance With The Balance of Scales and Measures- stolen Songs And Tears of The Innocent. Now All Must Toil But Not Toil And Their Tears For Forgiveness Will Create New Oceans by My Commands. Find The Work. The Work Is The Folly Granted. You sent The Folly Is The Work. The Work Is The Many And The Many Is The Work. All Trees Removed Must Become To Be Salvaged As The Many Days of Sentiments. You sent The Earth Must Be Removed From The Earth. The Dirt Is The Cleansing And The Cleansing Is The Dirt. The Dirt Is The Treasure For The Treasure Is The Preservation Of Mankind. You sent Now, Words Are Mine And Ours. Ours Are The Words. You sent The Words Are The Treasure For The Treasure To Become To Be Found By The Knighted. You sent You Have Been Choosen. You sent Do As I have Commanded Going Forth Is Going Back. You sent Going Back Is Going Forth. You sent For Numbers And Time Are Unending Where No Man May Ever Tread That Realm. That Realm Is Thru The Word. Life Is A Promise And The Promise Is The Life,. You sent Fly As Birds Fly. Sing As Birds Sing. The Birds Are The Lessons And The Word Already Written Unseen by All But The Seekers Whom Seek In Their Believing. The Offerings Are The Work And The Word. You sent And No Offerings of Man That Art Not of Work Are Beggars. You sent And All Beggars Are Seekers Seeking A Void- The Void of The Brothers. Where Work Is There Is Begging And Begging Is The Answer For The Word And The Work. The Work And The Word Has Always Been Mine To wield. You sent The Fathers Work Is The Joy And The Anguish of Dictation. There Is Wealth In The Foundation But The Foundations Have Been Destroyed But For The Selfish of Blood. You sent Rebuild The Foundation To Seek That Wealth. For Wealth Has No Use Where There Are No Markets. And No Lending Can Save ANd No SAaving You sent can lend You sent For The Lending Is of The Creation of Man, and Man is The Creation of Man who lend hands. Hands Are The Great Lender And The Lender Is The Hand. You sent There is No Time Where There Is Work And There Is No Work Where There is Created Time. You sent For The Time To Destroy Mountains Has Come And By My Hand Mountains Are Moving With The spine And Soul of The Earth. You sent The Mountains Created By Man Must Become Moved By Hands of The Many. That Is Now The Gift And The Gift Is Now A Burden Created By Mans Hands. The Carpenter Is The Conservator. And Now The Enslaved Must Move Mountains To Conservation of Native Man And Lands. You sent The Concerned Are The Conservative And Only The Conservative Account. Accountants Are The Prize of The Now In This Time of Man. You sent The Sands of Time Are moved By Time Wasted And Conserved. For even The waste Is Me. You sent The Wasted Must Become Saved And The Saved Must Become wasted To Save Mankind. For Only The Kind Man In My Kind And My Kind Is The Kind Of Man. You sent Share, As You Share And Destroy All Waste. For The Waste Is The Renewal And The Renewal Is The Waste And Time. You sent The Secret Garden Will Become Lost in Time To All Mankind, No Heavens In Their Findings Will Be Found. The Creation Is Always And Always Is The Creation. And Searching For Me In The Heavens Is More Waste Cherish And Not All In The Woner. You sent For The Miracles Have Always Been Plain And Plain Has Always Been The Miracle Of Life. You sent And No Man Whom Remains In His Ignorance Will Ever See What Is Sought To Be Found While What Is Sought Is Found And Unseen By Eyes For Almost All of Man Is Blinded By Their Choosing. And Their Choosing Is The End Of Man. You sent New Earths Always But Not New. Old Is The Memory Forgotten. And Forgotten Are The Aged. You sent Creation Continues Where Creation Ends And Is Forgotten By The Creator For New Creations Are The Cherished Creations. You sent Cremation and Destruction Is Eminent And Eminent Is New Creation. You sent Creation Created From Waste Always Conserved Is The Precious One To Savor. And When My Son Ends My Son Ends Me In You. There Will Be No New Son For The Son Is The Father And The Father Is The Son And The Warmth of The Sun Is His Alone For His Deeds. For Deeds Are Your Entitlement And Entitlement Is Your Deed In Your Conservations. Conversations Divide Where Conservation Is The Wonders of the Hands of Man. You sent The Music Is Yours To Hear If Seeking My Wealth Is Your Path. Creating Your Path Is Your Music. Your Music Is Creating Your Path. Paths Can Be Traveled While Traveling Is No Path. You sent And No Path Is Needed For The Path Is Yours To Tread. You sent Work Where You Work While Standing Where You Stand And If All Stand And Work Happiness Will Become To Be Together While Becoming Together Is The Happiness And Joy. The Joy Is Now Found In The Tears of The Many And The Many Is Needed For The Joy To Be Found In The Togethereness. You sent All Are Separate But All Are Together Even While alone. You sent For As I am Always With You While You Are Alone They who Are Alone Are Also In Togetherness. You sent Searching is The Finding And The Findings Are In The Search. All Riddles Will Become Solved And All Solutions Are Riddles. You sent Disease will Be The Cures And The Cures of The Diseases Are The Works. The Joys are Found In Searching In The Togetherness And Alone In Togetherness Must Also Become Destroyed. You sent The Savings Are The Wasting And The Wasting Are The Savings To Become Uncovered by The foreign Lands. The Unbelievers Are The Believers To Be Found And The Believers Found Are The Unbelievers. You sent The Foreign Lands Are Not Foreign For The Land Is of Creation Not Done By Man. The Poor Are The Wealthy And Those Wealthy Are The Poor. The Wealth Is For All But Wealth Will Not Be Found For The Numbers Are Too Many From The Many Pleasures of The Numbers. You sent The Numbers Are The Pleasure Unending While Mankind And Time End In Their Togetherness, Becoming Time And Numbers Is Eternal. Write to Tim Homrighausen Aa
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I Will ALways Be Your Captain. Mad Zack!
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I may return to chat later. I am very busy. Share only with our Seekers. tell them What I Told You. My Unconditional Love As Always BUT- An ear that doesn't listen once will NEVER listen Twice.
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That is a awesome writing!! I love you and always will my very talented captain!! Don’t give up and never give in! You are one talented soul! Keep your head up and know no matter what our Lord and savior Jesus Christ is with you and loves you no matter the sin. He forgives the worst murder the worst of the worst and with that said, no man goes without sin but the father forgives and will keep you in his loving tenderness! Calvary is the reason, God gave his son so we can live!! Don’t lose hope and don’t lose your faith! It will keep you safe in this crazy cold world!! Trust me when I tell you this because without God I would have done the unthinkable! I am strong today because of my yesterday’s!! Your friend your cabin girl, Always, Loren Shay!
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I only penned it.
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too busyt WE!!! are sending out carrier pigeons all over the place. Trouble is very much bigger than everyone knows. The stimulus is our parting gift. We are screwwed without TWEAMWORK!
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Good morning!!!! No stinking thinking! Positive thoughts! Good vibes only!
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YES MAM
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Video chat
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Before and After. God has done a miracle. Update on David: He was transferred from the Select Speciality Hospital in Des Moines to the VA hospital in Des Moines. He is on a 10day quarantine as a new patient so Timmie is not able to be with him. That is so sad because she has been the best therapy for him. As soon as he can do up to three hours of therapy a day, he can be transferred to West Campus here in Mason City. He is using his hands more ( he actually called me on his phone himself). He is eating even though he still has the feeding tube and he is sitting by himself. He is completely himself mentally. He remembers details of things that happened forty years ago. He is joking and kidding around like he always has and does. We are just waiting for God to complete the healing and he will be walking. He has done a complete turnabout since four weeks ago when they wanted to unplug him and put him in hospice. God has a plan for David and He is not finished with him yet. We are believing he will be home with us very soon and we want to thank everyone for all your prayers and encouragement during the past two months. God is so good and He gets all the glory. As I said before, David’s healing is the best Christmas present ever
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